Monday, December 17, 2012

#17

Today I just want to talk about how much I love my friends. I have these great friends that are kind and great people. But also there are those days that I am mean and I'm upset, but I would never purposefully take that out on the friends that I care about. Although, sometimes it happens, sometimes you just can't help it. I also have friends like this and I love those friends, those friends that don't want drama and those friends that try to be your friends. These are the people I love to be around. The people that make you happy instead of just making you mad. And most of all I love the friends that are actually your friend, people that TALK to you or try to make an effort to like hang out with you.
Then there are those "friends" who never talk to you, don't try to and there is also the "friends" WHO AREN'T THEMSELVES. People who think that you have to be some one else to be friends with some one, no. No. If some one doesn't like you for YOU don't change. You are who you are and no one can change that, don't let some one change that. Also just if you want to be friends with some one, make an effort, make them feel included, don't be like, "lets be friends" and never talk. I just can't stand people like this.
That's why I love my friends that I can be goofy, funny, outgoing, smart, etc. with and they still except my for who I am. And of course they will call my out on my bad behaviour but mostly they are just there for me underneath it all. We have quarrels, yes. We have our ups and downs, but I will always know that they are ALWAYS themselves, they never ignore me and most of all we are always there for each other. I know its hard sometimes, because it doesn't always feel like you fit in, but a true friend will always stick with you

Thursday, December 13, 2012

#15 School House Rock

Every time I hear School House Rock I think of School of Rock, common mistake right? But they are so different in many ways and that be because I think of the red and white walls that are there. I think it is because if I just hear it mentioned I want to think that some one is talking about it so I can. You know those things that you wish that people want to talk about more often because you just want to talk about about, but it feels like people get sick of you talking about it? I think I do this a lot and when my friends do it I don't say anything because I know that I do it. Sometimes I just feel like a red grape within all of the green grapes, like I don't fit in and some times I'm like yay! I'm unique. Then other times I wish I was so weird.
Do you ever have those feelings? Do you ever feel just too weird to blend in with rest of society? Do you care? I often get told, 'Maya you're so weird', but would the world be the same if we all didn't act the way we did? If people didn't make the actions that they have this world wouldn't be the same at all, and is that bad, I wouldn't know. Would anyone, really? Although every one says no one is perfect, it feels like they don't mean it.

#16 parts of speech

So....
Nouns
Example. Alexis and I went to the store

Verb
Example. Alexis and I ran to the store.

Participle.
Example. Alexis and I carried the groceries home.

Interjection.
Example. As we were walking I fell, ow!

Preposition.
Example. I fell on the sidewalk.

Adverb
Example. I wearily got up and kept walking.

Conjunction
Example. But Alexis didn't think I was alright.

I'm sorry, excuse how boring this is!!! I just wanted to get to the point...

Monday, December 10, 2012

Thanks.

Apparently I don't talk about School of Rock a lot and I love School of Rock, I want to do my DOR on it. I love School of Rock not just because playing guitar and music are some of my favourtie things ever, but also because I have so many friends there. To be honest a lot of my friends go there, like my best friends. Other than you know, Alexis, Jovan and Chloe. I have a best friend named Ellis who goes to School of Rock with me, she takes vocal lessons. There is also Rachel W., Rachel M., Emma and Amaya that I have really gotten to know there. I can never forget about my friend that I met there too, she is a drummer that moved to San Francisco her name is Jesselea.
I honestly can't thank School of Rock enough for making me step outside my comfort zone, make friends and do things that I love. I have really loved my guitar lessons most of all because I may say I dislike my guitar teacher but he is teaching me everything I know. I'm glad that he teaches me because he has a great sense of humor in our lessons and sometimes he may be mean, I'm glad hes there. He has taught me so much and listens to me. My vocal lessons never go so great, because we always start late and my teacher just wants to talk the whole time but I wont rant about that today.
I also just want to thank School of rock for letting me meet Jack D, Jack L, Jack V, Mike D, Mike R, Mari, Flip, Wyatt, Bailey, Kaylee, Abbey, Jacob, Paradise, Riley, Hamster (Galen), Liam, Noah H, Noah J, Fisher, Zander, Hayes, Eli, Ana, Adam, Alexandra, Best friend (Nick B), Clara, Emmett, Ethan, Julie,
Leya, Sam, Will, Danny, Zack M. And the unforgettable teachers like Ty, Lauren, Russ, Nick, Brian, Jenn, Woody, Tim, Garret, Chris, Brandon and Jess (who doesn't teach, she is the assistant manger).
AND WAIT I SAVED THE BEST FOR LAST. Elias. And Alex Sutton. <3

Judah.

Okay, so Judah does no0t expect me for who I am. And you know. I DON'T  CURR.

Hi.(:

Okay. So, I am Turkmen. NOT TURKISH. Turkmen, and this was my favorite song and now its my favorite video. I know that this is in a different language and you may not understand it. But it means some what a lot to me because I have a special heritage and I'm really proud of it. I don't really know why I feel so proud of my dads family being from there. I think its because I'm second generation, would just suppose that's why. This really connects to my life because I know Turkmen and I savor every moment with this side of my family and I embrace the fact that I'm a minority...does that make sense?

Thursday, December 6, 2012

PEACE NIGHHHTTT

So we have a thing at my school every year we have a special night to reconize peace. This year our peace night is tied into this poor girls story. I think that this story is something more people should hear, it really had on impact on me because shes only 12. That isn't really a life at all and she was so percivering through this this thing that never should've happened. Also the fact that our country - as in America - did it. That is just over the top for me. From what I have gathered for the infomation I have seen/ read we dropped this bomb and effected so many lives. It is also something that npot many have heard about. There are just these people competely inocent people who got a bomb dropped on their town and now have to suffer. Also that they still have hope.
How I can create the world that ought to be is by informing people about what is happening and trying to prevent it and just stop it in genral. I remeber an episode of Star Trek Deep Space Nine when Quark said, "Why do humans hurt each other, why dont they have wars with other races. No one kills their own kind. Thats just stupid." I truely agree with him but we are humans and I dont understand wars, why kill if we are really the same? i just don't understand why these horrible things happen, do you?